I have been spending almost every day with this boy here! ^.^ I
just don't get bored spending time with him! Instead, I want to spend more time
with him! I can't seem to spend enough time with him! And we don’t have to
anything! It can be as simple as watching movies online and just lepak the
whole day! ^.^ Hehehehe !
Guess what! I went to watch Joseph play football again! OMG! I
just love watching him play football! Went up to this small balcony on top that
allows me to look down at the turf court or whatever you call it! HAHAHAHA! I
swear he is damn cute! Like a stress-free small little boy who is happily
football with his friends! Damn damn cute! I swear! OMG! Even a girl like me
who hates football loves watching him and his friends play! HEHEHE!
Anyway, have anyone ever wondered why cultures and religions exist? Why isn't everyone the same? Why isn't everyone's values and beliefs the same? Wouldn't that be so much more easier? No conflict, no arguments, everyone lives together happily! I don't know.. This thing is fking irritating to me.. I swear I don't know what to do.. Can't there be a win-win-win situation where all three parties are happy? Actually it is only me that is stuck in the middle.. Cause the two of them are not going to change..
Why can't everything be just fking perfect? There are already so many things that are just so perfect already? Does it hurts to have a few more things to be perfect too? And the problem doesn't lie with us now.. It is other things that are being not perfect.. Parents object due to all the various reasons.. Makes me want to run away to a country without anyone that I know so much..
Anyway, WHATEVER! FUCK ALL THESE SHIT!
For now, just enjoy each day as it is!
