I don't even know if anyone know how I am feeling now.. This feeling sucks I am telling you. Having a friend who only treat you as a friend only when she needs you just sucks.. I was super quiet during lessons today, and obviously I concluded a lot of things. These tiny little things might not be significant to anyone, but it does seems to bother me. The way you treat me, I just can't forget.. How I am going to survive the rest of the journey ? In fact, i regretted what I had done.. I thought you changed back.. But no.. You didn't.. You are still the old you. The one after you met him. I don't want that you. I want back the you before you meet him. And I am supposed to persuade you not to think about him.. But I don't dare to even talk about him in front of you for fear of being ignored again.. This feeling sucks to the max. Honestly, I don't know what is wrong with me recently. I think I am too emotional recently. Maybe I was indeed thinking too much like what he say.. Calm down.. Breathe in breathe out.. Don't think so much anymore..
