WOOHOO !!!!! RUNNING MAN !!!!!! CURRENTLY CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW CAUSE IT IS JUST SO DAMN NICE ! AND IT CAN MAKE ME FORGET ALL THE PROBLEMS ! CAUSE I WILL BE BUSY LAUGHING AWAY ! WOOHOOOOOOOOOO ! HAHAHAH ! I AM GOING CRAZY AGAIN ! HEHEHEHE ! WANTED TO WATCH ONE EPISODE TONIGHT BUT ME WANT TO SLEEP ! SO MAYBE TMR AFTER I DO MY HOMEWORK ! ^^

Hmm~ Best friend~ Does such a thingy exist ? What is it then ? If it is best, shouldn't it be just a single person ? Hmm~ Let me tell you a story. There is a girl named Tiffany. She had a best friend named Jenny. Both of them were very close until one day, Jenny had a new best friend. She was no longer always together with Tiffany. Also, even if she was together with Tiffany, all she will say about is her new best friend and her boyfriend of 3 years. Tiffany was very depressed as she had always put Jenny in the first place, and yet she was so easily being replaced in Jenny's heart. In the end, she got depression and committed suicide. How was this short story ? To tell you the truth, it isn't real. I just made it up myself. But things like that could happen in the real life. Anyway, do you know that kind of feeling when you and your best friend's boyfriend are very close, and the three of you have endless things to talk about ? Do you ? You don't ? It is okay. I don't either. :) Cause I don't have a best friend whom I am her best friend too. :) That's what forever alone actually means. :) And I am not gonna be like how I was anymore ! Had a great talk with baby boy today ! And yes, I WILL BE STRONG ! All these will pass soon ! It had already being one and a half year ! Why am I only feeling this now ? Maybe because as time passes, people start to show their true colours ? It is like no matter how hard I try, I can never attract someone's attention for even a split second. When I talk, no one is listening. When I am missing, no one cares. When they all are talking, I don't understand a shit. When I ask them, no one bother to answer me. In short, just forever alone ! No one wants to talk to me. No one needs me anyway. If I don't take the initiative to find them, at most they don't care about me only what. No big deal anyway. Since I can change anyway, I will learn to adapt to it then ! Since I doesn't have anyone who puts me in the first place despite me putting them there~