And I am neither.

HI PEOPLE ! I am back again ! But well, you should know that I normally complain ! So it is the same this time round ! I am just tired of living aright ? All I wanted to do is to disappear to somewhere where there is no one else but me~ Alright ! I admit I hate being alone. In fear, I am scared of being alone. But all these things that happened recently, just proved to me that it is better if I were to be alone. That way, there will be no one to hurt me~ I am tired of all the "friends" that I have. Cause all they do is to treat me like I am invisible. As though I don't exist on this world. Maybe that is because everyone hates me. I am just an ugly bitch with a bitchy attitude that no one likes. And I was complaining to him yesterday. Because I had no other person to talk to. Everyone has their own friends, their own bestfriends whom they can share everything with. What about me ? My teddy bear ? So I told him that. And he was willing to be my listening ear. Which was great. Finally someone who would listen to me complain about everything. But he doesn't allow me to be sad. Cause he wanted me to be happy. But that is a little impossible though. So i just told him I am fine and texted him normally, when in actual fact, I was crying. Sorry for lying to you though... And there is someone who is super paranoid. I didn't even say anything about him, then he complain complain complain. After that, he blamed everything to me. Like hello. Bitch please. Stop saying it is my fucking fault. Can't you reflect on yourself ? And other people say you you are okay with it. And what happens when I indirectly say something about you ? You complain and scold and whatsoever as though I just murdered you~ LOL ? Aiya whatever. No point being upset over such a bastard. That's why it is better to be alone. No one will care about you. Isn't that just so great ?