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I don't even know if anyone know how I am feeling now.. This feeling sucks I am telling you. Having a friend who only treat you as a friend only when she needs you just sucks.. I was super quiet during lessons today, and obviously I concluded a lot of things. These tiny little things might not be significant to anyone, but it does seems to bother me. The way you treat me, I just can't forget.. How I am going to survive the rest of the journey ? In fact, i regretted what I had done.. I thought you changed back.. But no.. You didn't.. You are still the old you. The one after you met him. I don't want that you. I want back the you before you meet him. And I am supposed to persuade you not to think about him.. But I don't dare to even talk about him in front of you for fear of being ignored again.. This feeling sucks to the max. Honestly, I don't know what is wrong with me recently. I think I am too emotional recently. Maybe I was indeed thinking too much like what he say.. Calm down.. Breathe in breathe out.. Don't think so much anymore..

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Well.. A lot of things happen recently.. And I won't be saying them out one by one.. And whenever I am pissed off, angry, sad, or whatever, I will always just rant everything to him. And when he reply trying to console me, it just seems to make me more guilty.. For the past 1 year since I know him, I don't remember him ranting anything to him before.. Yet I also rant to him. I told him how I feel, and he only replied happily that he is just afraid that he doesn't know what to reply and ended up can console me. This just make me like damn guilty larh. And something happen today.. And I have no idea what it was.. But I know he was in a bad mood yet I can't cheer him up.. And I am just a addiction to his trouble but not wanting to obey him when he told me to drink more water since I am having a headache.. Seriously damn guilty larh.. I seriously wish that he would share his troubles with me next time.. Then I won't feel so guilty..

HAPPY GIRL !

So long since I last posted ! Hahahaha ! I doubt anyone come here though ! And and I love KOH JIA LIN ! Hahahaha ! I am sure we both had great fun on 30/11/11 ! Hahahaha ! We went on a double date and watched You Are The Apple Of My Eye together with the two 16 years old boys ! Hahahaha ! Of course the tickets were bought by them ! Hahahaha ! Then went to the arcade ! Had a race and dragged the two of them to take neoprints ! Hahahaha ! A GREAT nightmare for them man ! Then went to eat dinner and finally, home sweet home ! ^^ Some of the neoprints we took are below !

18/11/2011

Oh well ! So he posted this picture on Facebook that day. Actually not really posted but rather repost. Hahahaha ! And I ended up keep teasing him using this picture ! Muahahaha ! Oh ya ! And he seems angry~ I hope he isn't.. :( I was just playing with him only though. Sorry larh ! Don't angry le larh ! Anyway, went out with him on 11/11/11 ! Hahahaha ! I was damn happy on that day larh ! He was too ! ^^

Anyway, some people are just ironic. They themselves do the same thing and yet they are complaining that others do that ! It is just so damn funny to see that ! And I wonder how those selfish people get friends. All they think of are they themselves. Aiya ! Forget it ! ^^ Happy girl here won't care about those people. Just live life the way you wanted it to be. ^^ And that is what I am going to do ! ^^

Dance trainings had been tiring for this week~ Cause Lena wasn't here and I need to take her place~ But it was quite fun though. ^^ With all those awesome people ! Hahahaha ! Next week got no dance ! Yes yes yes ! Like finally ! Muahahaha ! And he promised to send me home after one of the dance trainings. Hopefully he will keep that promise though~ You never know..

2PM convert is tomorrow ! How I wish I could go ~ But no $$ ! :(

MUAHAHAHAHAHA !

Hehehehe ! Found this on tumblr ! It is damn cool right ? And I totally agree ! Cause he wasn't really sort of my ideal type either ! But somehow we are together ! And I love it the way it is now ! Hehehe !