school holidays is finally here!!
though i am happy that the school holiday is here, but i also knoe that it is time for me to do some catching up...
therefore, holiday isnt that fun too...

i know a lot of you hate me..
you want to hate me, i had no choice..
i am always the one in the wrong and i know that..
you dont have to remind me..
hate me?
you can choose to tell me straight or keep it to yourself..

seriously, she really like to care a lot.. not trying to be nasty but she really is a busybody.. nobody tell her anything ahe can also know... stick to her like some super glue.. cause the 2 of you to misunderstand-ed each other.. think i am nasty?? who cares.. act like very caring.. when in actual not.. act very pure and innocent.. like real.. like to catch people attention..
if not beause of you, she wouldnt be sad.. if not because of you, he wouldnt be sad.. if not because of you, there wouldnt be misunderstanding.. if not because of you, we will be living in harmony.. if not because of you, i wouldnt have misunderstand-ed her.. if not because of you, she wouldnt have misunderstand-ed me..so you are the cause of everything that happen recently...
luckily, kenny and ern chi help-ed to clear the misunderstanding..
you might be happy if we break.. so you can have your own BFF... but do you think i care??
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!

okay,fine... it had also been me who is trying to maintain this friendship and you are just the one who is breaking it... FINE THEN!! we might just as well end this friendship.. and you, as a senior, is that have you handle things?????????????????????????????????????? ask you where is she you say dont know like nobody business.. then in the end??? SHE WAS TALKING TO YOU!!! dont say i didnt respect you.. you ask me to go home frst and you want to talk to her CAN??? that mean i got a choice.. but in the end?????????????????????????????? whatever i say you will still talk to her right??????????????????????? then why ask me in the first place????????????????????????? you are not worth my respect this time round.. you have cross over the line...
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!

OMG!! i receive so many 'surprises' this year...
3 in just half a year.. how many more will i receive??
3.. 3.. 3.. 3.. and all this happen to people i am close to...
why does this happen????? WHY???????
council is falling apart....