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What am I supposed to do?

Why are there different religions? Even if they want to have different religions, why can't everyone live together in peace?

Being born in a family with a different religion as his, it became like my problem to sort this out. Currently a free thinker, I am the only one who is able to make a change. He wont be able to change, so I am the only one who can change.

But what can I do?

What am I supposed to do?

Is there even anything that I can do?

He always say his parents can talk to me about this. But what is the use of talking when there is nothing that I can do?

And of course it doesn't help for my father to come home today and say some other things, ending with "If you join his religion one day, I am not going to let you come home.".

SO WHAT THE FREAK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ?!

I LOVE YOU! ❤

I have been spending almost every day with this boy here! ^.^ I just don't get bored spending time with him! Instead, I want to spend more time with him! I can't seem to spend enough time with him! And we don’t have to anything! It can be as simple as watching movies online and just lepak the whole day! ^.^ Hehehehe !

Guess what! I went to watch Joseph play football again! OMG! I just love watching him play football! Went up to this small balcony on top that allows me to look down at the turf court or whatever you call it! HAHAHAHA! I swear he is damn cute! Like a stress-free small little boy who is happily football with his friends! Damn damn cute! I swear! OMG! Even a girl like me who hates football loves watching him and his friends play! HEHEHE! 

Anyway, have anyone ever wondered why cultures and religions exist? Why isn't everyone the same? Why isn't everyone's values and beliefs the same? Wouldn't that be so much more easier? No conflict, no arguments, everyone lives together happily! I don't know.. This thing is fking irritating to me.. I swear I don't know what to do.. Can't there be a win-win-win situation where all three parties are happy? Actually it is only me that is stuck in the middle.. Cause the two of them are not going to change.. 

Why can't everything be just fking perfect? There are already so many things that are just so perfect already? Does it hurts to have a few more things to be perfect too? And the problem doesn't lie with us now.. It is other things that are being not perfect.. Parents object due to all the various reasons.. Makes me want to run away to a country without anyone that I know so much..

Anyway, WHATEVER! FUCK ALL THESE SHIT!

For now, just enjoy each day as it is!

SIMPLE AND PERFECT DAY!

NIKE MERCURIAL ! SEXY RIGHT ?

The above photo shows my baby ! ^^ Actually, is our baby ! That's right ! They are Nike Mercurial ! Exact model ? Don't ask me ! Cause I don't know ! Hehehehe ! They don't belong to me ! Don"t joke ! HAHAHAHA ! I don't play soccer ! Hahahaha ! They belong to my baby ! And I am sure you know who he is ! If you don't, you seriously need to update yourself ! HAHAHAH ! He is Joseph Yap Hao Zhong ! ^^ 

This is how he looks like ! ^^

I know my blog has been died for damn damn long ! So I decided to make it alive again ! ^^ But probably no one reads my blog anymore ! :( 

Anyway, today was wonderful ! Another perfect day spent with my Joseph ! To cut down on words, I will use photos instead ! ^^

Well, early in the morning at 9.30am, I met my darling boy at Raffles Place MRT station before heading to Stadium MRT ! Guess where did I go ?

STADIUM MRT ! I thought those were 3D sculptures when I first saw them ! >.<

THE CAGE !!!

I went to The Cage ! ^^ Hehehehe ! A place that I would never imagine myself going since I am not a soccer person ! Can't wait to watch my baby play soccer ! ^^

Helped him changed into his boots and there he goes ! It is just perfect ! I can just watch him play the whole day ! The way he moves, the way he kicked the ball, EVERYTHING ! 

P.S. He kicks the ball damn hard ! 

Whenever I looked at him, it makes me think about how cool our relationship is ! 5 months ago, when I first met him, he seemed so distant from me ! Like it is so hard to get to know him better ! I would never imagine myself watching him play soccer 5 months later ! And yet, there I am ! HAHAHAH !

After that, we went to Leisure Park's Starbucks to buy his tumblr ! That cute boy was so happy ! ^^ HAHAHAH ! Then we came back to Northpoint's Starbucks to drink our favourite drinks and watched a movie ! Balls of fury ! ^^ Funny movie ! HAHAHAH ! He sent me home before going home to meet his friends ! ^^ 

That is a summary of my day with my Joseph ! It is a simple yet perfect day !

Why?

CAUSE I AM WITH HIM ! ^.^

A heart that will never be healed~

Well.. Everything turns out to be like shit in the end. I thought that I will be able to forget everything today and really be happy. I guess I was wrong.. Well, at least I know that you will be jealous when I talk about them. You seems to be so concentrated on looking at your stuffs, so I just walked away so as not to disturb you. I can't always be there to disturb you can I ? And as for what happened in the theatre, I don't know why either. It is just that do you really don't want to listen to me that much ? Or maybe you were just kidding but I took it too seriously ? I don't know.. And thinking about it, my tears just rolled down. That aside, the reason that I didn't want you to send me home is actually because I feel so unimportant to you.. I know I am important to you, but I just feel that way alright ? It is like he wanted to have an impromptu meeting with you and you just changed our original plan for that. And yet when I suddenly say I want to meet you like on Friday, you said you will try after I said nevermind for several times. How do you explain this? And since you are going to change our plans so as to meet him, then why bother sending me home? Just to kill time? When you told me that you are also not meeting him so early, my heart totally broke.. That's the reason why you wanted to send me home? So that you wont have to wonder in cwp aimlessly? Originally, I still wanted to ask you if you wanted to eat dinner together. Thank god I didn't. At least then you would feel like you can't decided. Or am I thinking too much because you wouldn't even struggle to answer? You could just told me that you are eating with him right? Haix. Why am I saying until as though it is your fault? It isn't. It would never be. My healing heart broke again trice today. I really don't know what to do anymore.. Maybe we shouldn't even go out today. At least things won't turn out to be like that. At least I wouldn't need to know the truth.. And do you even know what I hate the most? I don't think you know. So I will tell you now. And I hate to be left alone the most. Whenever I am alone, I will be at a loss of what to do..

I really don't want.. But what can I do ?

Nonetheless, thanks for spending time with me today.